After a long week of torturous waiting for test
results to swing in my favour, and it didn’t!
I was tired of fighting.
I was done filling the holes with hope.
This war is waged against my peace and this time I
was overwhelmed.
Those tormenting maybes and if onlys competed for
my heart space.
àMaybe
I should have prayed harder.
àMaybe
I did something wrong.
àMaybe
there was sin lurking around.
àTears
rolled down the face of a drained wrestler.
The one scripture that leaves me gulping my sputum.
That same word dropped in my heart…
Thou thereforeendurehardness, as a
good soldier of Jesus Christ.
2 Timothy 2:3
I wrestled in my heart again...
“Endure hardness….Lord but how long?” Trying to reason
things out but I couldn’t come up with answers ...or do I say... the right ones. My heart
was fainting of discouragement, “encourage my faith dear Lord…”
If thou faint in the
day ofadversity, thy strength is small.
Proverbs 24:10
“If I faint, my strength is small…Lord I am
weak and I am fainting…”
Then my wrestling ended.
I found peace when I asked for strength to keep
pressing on amidst these trials.
Are you going through the self-same thing?
Are you passing through turbulent times with your
faith struggling and you are asking those hard questions?
The Lord knows when you are weak.
I want you to know, there is nothing to be ashamed
of when the trials you face wearies you.
Friend, it is safe to rely on God in adversity.
You can ask for His strength. (Psalm 6:2)
Let’s
do this together;
Dear
Lord, I ask for your strength, my heart faints, my eyes filled with tears…I am
tired of fighting. Fight for me Lord. Take over every of my heart battles in
Jesus name.
Amen
I remembered Job. What an amazing hope he had
despite God being silent for a long time! Those were longest and darkest days
of his life, yet he chose God.
I now see hope as choosing God over and over, no
matter how bleak!
Hope is Choosing God over and over!
Ever seen where a tree is cut down, yet God says
there is hope for that tree…it will bud again…it will grow again…it will be
fruitful yet again. All it needs is the scent of water. The scent of it! Oh My did you catch that?
Forthereishopeof
a tree, if it be cut down, that it will sprout again, and that the tender branchthereof will not cease.
Though the rootthereof wax old in the earth, and the stockthereof die in the
ground; Yet through the scent of water it will bud, and bring forth boughs like
a plant.
Job 14:7-9
Prayer
For When You Hope is Fiercely Shaken
Our
Water of Life, Our hope in ages to come, Our Redeemer, Our Strength, we thank
you for the hope and strength we have in You. We know You will make a way in
this very difficult time. We choose hope and we choose you, Lord Jesus, over
and over again. We are assured that nothing misses your attention, not even our
pain or our heart cries. We look up to you with all that we have and with every fibre of our being. Oh Lord, reach us, touch us and heal
us in the places where our hearts desperately calls for help in Jesus Name.
Amen.
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