The harder I worked, the more pressured and tense I became.
Cracking, under the pressure of doing things my way, I was slipping into disappointment.
The harder I fought, the more difficult the situation became.
I was focusing too much on me. This New Year was supposed to be about me! My goals and not anyone else’s! Selfish? Maybe.
If you have ever given up your personal desires you understand my shoes. If you have laid down your time, efforts and sacrificed your space and comfort for others, then you can relate to my thoughts.
Hereby perceive we the love of God, because he laid down his life for us: and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.
2John 3:16
You see, everything was tilted - towards me - and in my mind I had all the right to justify my actions. I acted defensively. Until God reminded me of this scripture:
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